There is no meaning in this life but love Part4

THERE IS NO MEANING IN THIS LIFE BUT LOVE


PART 4


Leon gulped uneasy. She was driving him crazy with her modesty. She was something beyond his understanding. Claire was like a divine maiden that he was going to make his and no one else's, and that was why he felt himself awkward too. On one hand, he longed to be become one with her right away, but on the other hand, he understood that he would be the one who would rob her of that purity. And the latter didn't make him oh so happy, because he started to envy himself. Right now he felt pathetic for having those thoughts.
"We…" he started and realized that his throat got dry due to thinking too much. Oh dear, why couldn't he be himself? It wasn't like him at all! And her shy gaze didn't help him much.
Leon slapped himself mentally for the first time in his life.
"Be a man, rookie! Get a grip of yourself!" he shouted in his mind, not even noticing calling himself a 'rookie'. Did he ever mention that he hated that word?
Her sapphire eyes were looking at him. There were light in them and he longed to drown in that light and never face any darkness again. Somehow, the words formed on his tongue themselves, and he said, never stopping gazing in her mirrors of soul.
"There is no rush. We will learn each other slowly tonight and everything will be fine. Our love will help us to overcome everything. I am sure," Leon promised, shifting on a mattress to sit closer to his priceless wife. He circled his arms around her and kissed her rosy lips tenderly. His fingers found a zip of her dress and started to pull it down, when Claire gasped and broke the kiss, throwing a confused gaze at him.
"You are so cold, Claire. I am worried about your health. I want to take off this wet dress and warm you in my arms," Leon explained calmly, trying to win her trust. Her face softened as she nodded unsurely.
"If I get sick, will you take care of me?" she asked playfully and he was glad that she started to come out of her numbness and becoming her real self again.
"Of course, but I won't let you get sick tonight," he answered, bending his face to hers and capturing her lips in a sensual kiss once again.  
Clair answered his magical kiss, not even realizing that he had already taken off her dress and laid her on the soft sheets of the bed.
The dim light of the night lamp illuminated her ivory skin. Leon towered himself above her figure on his outstretched arms and looked at her almost nude body. Only her underwear of dove-white colour was hiding the most interesting parts from his sight. But even with those lacy bra and panties on, she looked indescribably stunning. Her legs were long and fine, her hips slender, her carriage erect.
"So beautiful and still innocent," he breathed his thoughts out loud. His eyes got darker from the view before him and now they looked like a bottomless sea on a stormy night.
Claire wanted to cover herself, but she decided not to do it. She let him look at her, and to her own surprise she caught herself on a thought that she didn't really mind if he saw her without clothes. She had never let any other man stare at her nude figure, but she couldn't fight Leon's charms. His gaze caressed her without even touching her skin physically.
"I have never let anyone touch me before, because I have always believed that a woman must give herself only to the man she loves," Claire's melodic voice echoed in his mind as he continued admiring every curve of her body. "I didn't love anyone in my life but you, Leon. But you didn't pay any attention to me, so I started to wait for a man who would kill this painful love that my heart kept for you."
"I will never let that love die in your heart, Claire," he uttered and placed a warm gaze on her face, putting his hand under her head and placing it on her nape. Her still wet hair felt soft and silky against his fingers and he caught himself on a thought that he really enjoyed stroking her luxury hair. But right now all his attention was drawn to her forbidden perfect lips that he wanted to claim with a kiss.
"I believe you," the girl said frankly and then she added in a teasing tone "but still keep in mind that I have a very overprotective brother, who-"
But she had no chance to finish her sentence as Leon landed a dominant yet tender kiss on her heavenly lips, making her forget about everything in this world.    
He was like a shooting star to her. Everything gained brightness in her eyes as he continued kissing her. For the first time in many years Claire felt alive. She felt that way only when he held and kissed her like that. She knew that this night would be their very special one. It would make them a single whole, but she wasn't afraid. She entrusted herself to Leon, because he was the only man she had ever loved in her life and she was happy to give herself to him.  
"Leon," she whispered between his breathtaking kisses, digging her fingers in his slightly wet thick hair. But that whisper sounded like an inviting moan to him. He couldn't explain the shivers he got when she cold his name like that. It painted rainbows in his soul. It made him breathless. Claire was everything good in his life and he still couldn't believe that very soon she would be his. He believed that she had walked out of one of his sweetest dreams. She was so beautiful tonight and it made his heart beat twice faster. The thing that he felt towards her was even stronger than love. It was beyond any explanations. He only hoped that someday he would deserve everything she gave him. Because right now, he wasn't worthy of her, but still she decided to give him a chance.
Her every breath was filled with blissful dulcet tones, which sounded like a melody to Leon's ears. She was sparkling in his arms, and he felt like he started to shine himself when he was with her. That special connection between them couldn't be explained by science, but right now they shone like diamonds in the sky, blinding anyone who would dare to look at them.    
That night Leon took everything in his hands, he showed his wonderful wife all the depth of his feelings. He loved her with his heart and soul, showering her velvet skin with tender, sensual kisses.
And soon they became one, dissolving in each other slowly after reaching the sweetest harmony of their bodies and souls. When their eyes locked again, Leon drowned in her sparkling sapphire eyes, which were showing him everything the words couldn't tell and describe. She had changed his life that night and she was the only woman who had such power over him. He treasured every moment they shared during their special and long awaited night of love. He was like a musician playing her strings so skillfully, so magically. She had never felt so many emotions running through her body and soul before.
And now she was sleeping, resting her head on his chest. But he couldn't fall asleep from happiness. He decided to guard her peaceful slumber, that was given to her by those stars in the night sky, which they had been reaching countless times during their wedding night. Of course Claire was exhausted. It was her first time after all, but Leon had a strong determination to become a better man to her, someone who would be worthy of her. He touched her mahogany hair lovingly and got a sweet sigh from her lips in response. A blissful smile spread on his lips. He was thankful to Heavens, that she came into his life and became his. Every beat of her heart next to his was reminding him that he wasn't alone anymore. She was like a sun ray that shone not only in daylights but also in the darkest nights, giving all her energy to warm those who were cold and lost.
He was grateful to her for showing and teaching him what love truly was. He had never thought that the day when they could open their hearts to each other would ever come. But it came and they got married and he never regretted about giving up his freedom and placing it in her hands. Now Claire was the one who held the key to his heart and life. But yet… when he found out that she was pure and untouched, he didn't think that he would dare to cross the line, because her innocence was so divine. But he did cross that forbidden line, and he hated himself for doing that but at the same time it made him relieved. Claire would be his and only his, and he would never let anyone lie a finger on her or have some dirty fantasies in their perverted minds!
With those possessive thoughts Leon fell asleep holding his wife in his secure embrace.

OooooO

Claire woke up from a sound of her cell-phone ringtone. She opened her eyes, not fully comprehending where she was, and stood up to pick up her deco purse from the floor and take out her cell-phone.
It was Jill calling. Claire pushed the green button to answer, but the moment she pressed the tube to her ear, she got a heart attack from what she heard.
"Claire! Where are you? Your brother is already here and he is ready to break several necks if you don't show up in a minute!"
Claire's hands got cold. She was really afraid of what was going to happen if Chris found out about her whereabouts.
"Jill, please, cover me up. I'll be there in 30 minutes! And I beg you… try to calm Chris down," her voice was high because of the thrilling emotions she was feeling right now.
"Did you get into another trouble, Claire?" Jill's demanding tone didn't make it any easier for the younger woman, but Claire hurried to soothe her.
"No, everything is fine. I'll tell you later."
"I see, you really did get into a trouble," Jill sighed in the phone and added, "please, hurry up. Chris is foaming with anger."
"I am on my way!"
And she pushed a disconnect button.
"I'm dead," the beauty summed up in despair. She turned her head to look at the bed. To her great surprise she was met by a playful gaze of stormy-blue eyes.
Leon put his elbow on a mattress and laid his head on his hand for support. He was enjoying the morning view with admiration.
Claire instinctively looked down at herself and to her great horror she didn't see any clothes on her body. With a whine of embarrassment she rushed to the bed and pulled off a blanket from Leon's figure to cover herself from his piercing eyes. But it didn't help her to fight the trouble, since Leon looked no better than herself. They were absolutely naked and they had slept in one bed.
Claire averted her eyes from him, blushing madly. The room was filled with light and now everything she couldn't see during the night came into a view.
She pressed the blanket tighter to her chest. She still didn't get used to a fact that she was a married woman and seeing her naked husband in the morning was nothing to be ashamed of. It was normal, but she couldn't fully comprehend it.
Her musings were interrupted by Leon's touch. He reached out to take her hand and pulled her down back on the bed, making her lie beneath him.
"Nothing can stop me from longing to be with you, Claire," he whispered in her ear as he bent down to kiss her velvet shoulder. "You can't imagine what you have done to me. We are partners by our bodies and souls," those words were burning out on her skin, making her gulping for air. "Listen to what I want to say. I am sure you know it already, but I can't keep silent." Leon lifted his head and looked deep in her clouded with desire eyes. "I love you and I can't imagine my life without you. I want to tell you that I love you every time you wake up. You are the only one for me and you are the only woman that can make me smile and be myself."
With those words the young man placed a tender kiss on her chest, where her heart was beating. She wrapped his head with her arms and pressed it even closer to her chest. She felt so warm and happy being with him and listening to his declarations of love.
"I will always stand by your side, Leon, through good and through trying times," she breathed out, closing her eyes and concentrating on those magical feelings her heart felt right now. "You filled me with love and made me a woman that can reach the sky. I feel alive in your arms and I have never felt happier in my whole life before".
It was hard to break their special moment. They felt so in harmony, but the reality wasn't that optimistic.


To be continued...